FOUR REASONS
I do not hold a very strong love for my yesterdays,
But I certainly love the people I met in it,
I may not have been the best of choices,
Yet somehow you found me good enough.
Those days wen my bed was my safe haven,
And my room felt a little bit like heaven,
My pencil was my only weapon of war ,
And the paper ,where I poured my tears.
The moments where I really couldnt answer
the question why? where laughing wuz not
part of my to-do-list,you were there,
like the sun that rises in the mornin,
my push,my go ,my get up,my will
I was afraid of wakin up every single day,
But I did an for some reason you were there,
Even in the moments where no words
Were said, I felt you like a shield.
The days you let me cry on your shoulders,
you stayed up to listen to everyway I felt,
you showed me love I cant explain,
and I drank it in like apple juice.
Im glad you let my Big guy use you,
To bring me joy like music does,
Its amazin how we made it through,
merci,gracias,obrigado,danke sehr,
In every single language thank you,
My eyes r teary as I write,
Not because im sad or hurt,
But because im just in awe
Of wat we share,like communion
U healed me n made me strong.
Four reasons why I made it thru,
Four girls who allowed me to live,
Four walls that shielded me from the pain,
Four friends who r now my sisters….
Dedicated to eno,uk,ini n kapnie…love u guys
written by: Estti edoho.
Date written: janu 21,2011.
